Katie Steedly’s first-person piece [The Unspeakable Gift] is a riveting retelling of her participation in a National Institutes of Health study that aided her quest to come to grips with her life of living with a rare genetic disorder. Her writing is superb.
In recognition of receiving the Dateline Award for the Washingtonian Magazine essay, The Unspeakable Gift.
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Chasing The Butterfly

In release, we begin. – Mark Nepo
There are many things that need to be released in life. Anger. Resentment. Jealousy. Judgement. Anxiety. When held inside, negative thoughts and feelings eat away at who we are. I have chosen a word of the year for the last several years, and my word for this year is surrender. Surrender feels a lot like release to me. I set the bar high in January a laid out a road map of things I want to surrender/release this year. This year I want to surrender: the need for immediate results, all things that don’t serve me, weight in all its manifestations, busy, chaos, and disorder, and fear. It makes sense to me as we approach midway through the year to think about how I am doing on surrendering.
The Beauty of Beginnings
Blank slates, fresh starts, and turned pages are wonderful. Beginnings breathe forward motion and momentum, not regret and doubt. Surrendering is built on hope, and hope is the bedrock of beginning. As I have made my way through this year, I have experienced both success and failure around each of my surrender goals. I have had to begin, and begin, and begin. I have made progress. I have not given up.
We Have Release Muscles
I am learning that releasing takes practice. Each release is a beginning. Each release is a lesson in forgiveness, patience, and strength. Each release builds muscles that make the next release easier. I am getting better at easing into results, leaving what does not work, finding order, and acting out of faith not fear as my release muscles strengthen.
Chasing the Butterfly
I have always chased butterflies. I have always dreamed big, leaped, strived, and grasped. The trick to butterfly chasing is knowing when to release. Knowing when to be still and know. Knowing when to relax and soar. Knowing when we simply breathe and know ease and clinched fists open.
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About Katie

From Louisville. Live in Atlanta. Curious by nature. Researcher by education. Writer by practice. Grateful heart by desire.
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The Stage Is On Fire, a memoir about hope and change, reasons for voyaging, and dreams burning down can be purchased on Amazon.