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Perpetual Spring
Even the prick of the thistle,
from “Perpetual Spring” by Amy Gerstler
queen of the weeds, revives
your secret belief
in perpetual spring,
your faith that for every hurt
there is a leaf to cure it.
I hold on to “faith that for every hurt there is a leaf to cure it” with both hands. I am profoundly curious. Curiosity is a leaf of faith. I move to new cities and search for new leaves. Change is a leaf of faith, too. I reach out for the leaf of righting old wrongs. There is healing there. I find trees full of leaves and notice each and every leaf. There is wisdom there. I practice forgiveness and letting go. They are leaves. I write because words can be leaves.
My secret belief in perpetual spring is not even all that secret. I believe in perpetual spring with all my heart. To say I never experience doubt and fear would be completely false. What I am saying is that I invite doubt and fear into my perpetual spring. I ask doubt and fear to be with me.
When I fail miserably at something (which happens frequently) I search for leaves. Signs of life. Light in darkness. Warmth in cold. I search and have faith that a leaf cure will emerge, and doubt and fear and cynicism and anger and whatever else I am carrying along with go by way of my breath. A gentle exhale. That is the leaf cure. That is perpetual spring.
About Katie
From Louisville. Live in Atlanta. Curious by nature. Researcher by education. Writer by practice. Grateful heart by desire.
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