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I am the Apsara’s daughter
for Soriya
I wander in her forest / hearing ankle bells jingle with each step,/ the universe at her feet and hands./ I want to touch her./ She flies in my house in paintings/ with petals of orange blossom raining from the/ ceiling./ With her base-relief tattooed on my skin/ I worry I have offended the deity.
from “I am the Apsara’s daughter” by Sokunthary Shay
I met Ganesha, the Hindu guardian of beginnings and remover of obstacles, in 1998. My search for Ganesha has continued ever since. My trip to Bali. My wedding. My home. Ganesha is part of my everyday life. When I get my first tattoo, it will be of Ganesha.
I understand Shay’s connection with the Apsara through my connection with Ganesha. The Apsara is the embodiment of beauty, music, and womanhood. Her rhythm is that of a mother and muse. Beauty, music, and womanhood are fluid and complex. Beginnings and obstacles are fluid and complex, too. Stillness and knowing are required to find joy in it all.
My mind returns to Ganesha and the promise of beginnings and obstacles. There is beauty, music, and womanhood — the divine feminine — there. We are daughters of the divine feminine.
About Katie
Born in Louisville. Live in Atlanta. Curious by nature. Researcher by education. Writer by practice. Grateful heart by desire.
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