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30 For Thursday: The Bridge
I ran 6 miles Sunday morning. My route took me over the Rickenbacker Causeway – a bridge so formidable local runners call it “Goliath.”
I had not run the bridge for months. My “long runs” have stopped at the base of the bridge, about 4.5 miles from our apartment. Perhaps the pandemic has left me questioning my strength? Perhaps the summer heat has left me questioning running all together? Perhaps the steel I have felt in the past is really more like lead? Whatever my hesitancy, I decided this Sunday would be different.
I left the apartment armed with headphones, sunglasses, GU energy packs, water, and Gatorade. I felt strong the first two and a half miles. I arrived at the base of the bridge. I did not stop or even really look up. I took a breath and kept going. My eyes fixed forward, but for the brief moment I looked at downtown Miami to my left and Biscayne Bay to my right. I did not slow down on the bridge. I am stronger than that. I know to lean in.
The turn around to run 6 miles is at the base of the bridge. That means going up the bridge, going down the bridge, turning right around, and doing it all again. Don’t slow down. Just keep going. Don’t slow down. Just keep going. Don’t slow down. Just keep going. The bridge ended and I had 2 quick miles to go to get home (across another, thankfully flat, bridge). Through a banyan canopy. Between luxury homes, hotels, and high rises. Searching for the breeze. I made it home.
Running the bridge teaches me a few things. It teaches me, as Glennon Doyle suggests, we can do hard things. It teaches me the power of humility and quiet strength and forgiveness. It teaches me to care for myself so that I am ready for whatever life presents. It teaches me the importance of goals and vision. It teaches me to look for beauty and encounter wonder in my world even when I am running Goliath.
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Born in Louisville. Live in Atlanta. Curious by nature. Researcher by education. Writer by practice. Grateful heart by desire.
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